What Am I Doing

Recollect and modify my body, mind and soul

June 7, 2009

Yes, I Do

What is marriage
A party with couple exchanging their wedding ring
A promise for living together eternally
Or an insurance for love
To put a stop for the interruption from third party
by saying I am married

Oh God
What is marriage

Holding your hand
Putting the ring
'nd swearing by saying Yes I Do
Isn't it sweet to wear a wedding dress
Isn't it grand having mass of people flooding the church
Isn't it great to meet an old friend and say hi

Oh God
What is marriage

If faith is within you and me
Why do we need a marriage certificate and why not

What is love
Is love lasts
Is love brittle
Does it smiles

I doubt, I doubt

True, world is no better without love
Love is the best remedy to loneliness
Love is the greatest found in hummanity
Love is the only connection between you and me

No one hates without a reason
But one do love without a reason

Could'ya tell are you in love
Isn't the symptoms like a fever
Fever comes and goes like a swift of wind
Unless you are dead to it
Doesn't love is the same

I never doubt why love but why marriage
A custom, a tradition, a law
Why marriage


My POV
I am pleased to receive a wedding card from any friend of mine but I doubt I would like to send one to any of you. Never did I oppose marriage of others, however I refuse to have one in the old way. Love stands for me only when a couple is true to one another. If they are true, nothing could separate them even without a certificate. If one of them aren't, marriage ends with divorce or silence. Then, why married?

Recommend Movie
Four Wedding and A Funeral (1994) directed by Mike Newell

April 29, 2009

Murorandake 室蘭岳

Chibi the Snowman

Muroran, the Iron City

Bell of the roof

The Buried Sign

White Wide World

Across the River

Frog's Eggs

April 28, 2009

Mr John

Once, there is a boy named John who lived in the countryside of a Great City. John was university first year student who major in architecture and wished to be a world-renowned architect as his father did. He would like to own a city development company and manage his people to build the Babylon skyscraper and Hanging Garden of new era. However, there was a great setback in his personalities which made this dream seemed impossible. He was passive and found no interest in knowing a new friend or calling the known one. He was more or less, anti-socialist.

He did try to talk to his classmates, his teachers, or even the school janitors to find a common topic within them. But it failed. Perhaps he did not try as hard as he could or maybe he was born to behave like that. He heard words from the others like a student to a teacher. The words flow through the brain, one ear in, and one ear out. He could easily forget his newly friend’s name in a blinking of eyes even he was told about it thrice. After that, he would be too shy to ask for the friend’s name again. Hence, he never truly knows his friends. How ironically it is.

John loved to be alone in his room. In the contrast, he hated to be alone in a party. You might notice how strange a person could be, for him who was lonely but refused to befriend with his fellow classmates. And he thought of that too.

He used to think how one should live his life and if the happiness is the ultimate goal of life, how to define one’s happiness from another. “I could never be satisfied to die before I learn the true meaning of life” He thought. Some of his so-called friends told him that living in the present and to be content to what you have would bring you the true happiness. While Gary denied the idea and stated, “By improving yourself constantly so you are better than yesterday. You might not find the happiness but you are ALIVE!”

Various thought and ideas he heard, he read, stated the different point of views around the globe. He was confused and became unsure of himself.

John might never be able to find the answer before the Judgment Day of his, but he knew he could never give up. As a famous proverb stated,

“A man is failed only if he gave up or dead”

Like millions of intelligent living, he continued his journey.